Author Archives: voiceintherain

i can’t wait to be out of here. i will never communicate with any of these cvnts again. this is so unbelievable. how these people justify themselves. theyre insular arrogant obnoxious embarassing. every normal emotional faculty with these people has been replaced with a cope or strategy. everything is a front. these people are insane.Continue reading “well”

i am free from this and i am so happy. now i have to decide if i am going to talk with these people. i think i should, and be concise. i already know how they will respond and who cares, but im not going to be a d bag because they are. everything theyContinue reading “its all come to a head”

im done with all of this. the people here, my so called family members. there’s no way and there never was, to make this “work out.” it was a mistake (or so it seems now) for me to do this. i need to focus focus focus on me. i forgot who i was before iContinue reading “the end”

i’m just over it. friday night my aunt and uncle came over. it was weird and draining. we never watched tv, we just listened to my uncle talk forever about his trip, the pictures then political shit lol. i was like okay well thats all fine and great but wtf is your point to whichContinue reading “well”

so i signed into messenger and saw that my uncle hadn’t responded. i went to his prof to see if i had requested him, and saw the county he lives in. the weirdness, the gift that keeps giving lol. i’m tellin ya, something weird is going on. an aside tho, isn’t it crazy how thingsContinue reading “more weirdness lel”

i think it’s official that i’ve cycled through and out of what homo capensis likes to call narc abuse and/or narc family system. i’m sorry but i’m an adult and i don’t HAVE to deal with this bullshit. i don’t have to explain myself or justify anything. i’m quite tired of speaking. i am goingContinue reading “well”

im done with this. its not even like, worth being upset anymore. im just done. i have a life to attend to and i need to be relieved that i am free of this. fuck my family. forever.

this sort of inc3stual dynamic within my family is disgustiing. i was thinking about how my g ma defended my uncle losing a job he worked at for 30 years, like why are you defending him firstly and second, the context was like, oh he’s less stressed out, that was the greatest thing that could’veContinue reading “also”

apparently i have been invited, by proxy i guess, by my cousin to her and her husbands (ugh) home for breakfast with my grandmother aunt and uncle. can’t wait. not.