I cannot forget how evil and cruel, reaching and desperate this person is. No matter what, I cannot forget how unsafe people, even beyond me, are in the realm and presence of this person. Their priorities are self focused, self interested and will never shift or change or be relinquished. She uses people to feed her motivation and weave the narrative that suits her, in the circumstance. She is impulsive, compulsive, insecure, reactive, deceptive, manipulative, greedy, ignorant, worthless and psychically psychopathic.
She is violent, physically and emotionally. She is uncaring and superficial. She thinks she’s amazing and worthwhile of all things good and great. She is a clown. I need to cover my ass and all my bases, take into account everything she is trying to do. She exists in cycles and doesn’t care about things that happen. It’s all paradox, chaos and smoke screen to prevent anyone from holding her accountable for being abusive and negligent. I cannot forget these things and I HAVE to live like this is real, because it is and it is a danger.